Okay.
Yeah, thanks for answering.
Yes, God, I realize that I'm having a good life. I'm now studying at this university that, even though I wasn't so crazy to get into it, but I still really like this university: the building, the atmosphere, and all. Well, not all, but lots of thing. By the way thank You very much for all that You've given me.
But now I'm, well, I realize this can sound awfully unthankful, but You know how we humans do feel bad sometimes, right? No particular reason or anything. Well I do have some things on my mind, like my grades, the freaking units, money (for the freaking units and for me), and some things I would write here, but You know what I mean.
Is it PMS?
By the way, I have no underpants for tomorrow, I haven't clean anything.
Anyway, is it PMS? Well it doesn't matter, whatever it is, it doesn't feel so good.
Dear God, I lost my bible, or I left it at my house. Oh, or maybe it's in my bag? Wait, I'll go check it.
I still couldn't find it.
I'm feeling kind of lost without it, I mean I know You're always there all the time, but I used to read it every time I'm feeling like this. I don't have the Upper Room too, so I'm feeling like I'm getting further away from You and it makes things worse.
Of course there's the internet with everything in it, and though I prefer books maybe I should go and search for You on the net now.
I just finished reading Upper Room Online and it's about a depressed girl who wanted to kill herself, met You through someone.
"But God is available for all everyone across the world, anytime, anywhere, always. I realize more than ever that our God never sleeps."
Thank You!
